Wow, I haven't written in this thing in a while. I think I might start updating more often. I can write some shit here that I can't write in my myspace. That's because most of my myspace friends are clueless about xanga...and the ones who do know about xanga don't give a shit about it anymore. So yeah. This is a good place to vent....

First on my list of things worth venting about:

School...I fucking hate it. It's on my last nerve. It's harder than shit and it's making me crazy. I have so much to do in so little time. I don't want to do any of it. I'm done. Totally spent. Sometimes I think death would be better than having to do this shit. I just want to get out of school and live by my own rules. I am tired of answering to professors and supervisors. I'm sick of it. Don't get me wrong...I still love the field, I just hate the classes and bullshit that goes along with them. If it wasn't for the friends I've made I don't know what I would do. I don't think I would have lasted this long. No, I know I wouldn't have. Dear God just make it stop. ugh.

That's really the only thing pissing me off right now. I'm all alone tonight. Danny is in Missouri with his kid and Katie is gone home to see her folks. I rarely get a night alone anymore. Danny has been staying here a lot since he moved in with his parents. He stays atleast 3 nights a week, sometimes more. It's kinda cool having him around. I'll definitely be sad when he moves to Missouri next year. It'll probably make me ill. Like today for example. For the last 2 months he has been at my house every Saturday to watch football and hang out. This is the first Saturday he's missed in a looong time. It's driving me crazy that he's not here. Seriously. I could almost cry. It's so cold outside. It's the perfect night to build a fire in my fireplace. That's what he and I do on cold nights. It's like our thing. Odd I know. He stayed here last Friday night while I went to Club Rodeo with friends. I suggested he make a fire before I left and he said no because I wasn't going to be there. That made me smile. He called me earlier because he was out shopping with Lake and he saw a Sudoku game and it made him think of me. How cute is that? Yep. I'm gonna lose it when he moves. I don't even want to think about it.

What else? Ohhhh, I got in my very first car accident on Thursday. It wasn't my fault though. I was looking for a parking spot at Wal-Mart when some stupid girl wasn't paying attention and backed into me. Of course she didn't have insurance OR a drivers license. It caused at least $1,000 worth of damage to my car. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I got out of my car and she had the nerve to say, "What are you doing???"...Yeah. Like it was totally my fault. Whore. My car wasn't drivable. Had to have it towed. Insurance sent me spiffy little rent car right to the Wal-Mart parking lot. It's niiice. A 2007 Toyota Camry. I'd be TOTALLY in love with it if it was just a bit smaller. It's cool though. I can deal.

K, gotta go find something to eat. It's almost 11pm. Holy Hell!